Entry: When the glitz no longer holds one Friday, June 18, 2004



What happens when you realize that something that seemed so great to begin with isn't? Do you just stick with it because you've invested in it, or do you get rid of it? That's the question I'm posing now over Sharon. When we first became friends, all of the excitment was great, now it's just grown thin. Throw in that I can't believe much of what she says, and I'm at a lose. She tells me one thing, and then Dave tells us something different, and I've known Dave for almost twenty years and Sharon only a few months short of two years. Also, Dave only admits he's upset or nervous when it's been eating at him for awhile, and that's just what he's doing. So, do I hold on to the friendship until Sharon movesout (which she's planning on) just to keep the peace between her and Dave, or do I end it now and watch WWIII in their apartment? I know she'll say Dave turned me against her, which he didn't. To her, life is all fun and partying and doesn't seem to understand when I just want to stay home or if I have obligations. She seems to throw her obligations out the window if she wants to do something else. I don't. We are too opposite of each other, and while that worked int he beginning, it's just not working now. She would get pissed at me if I told her that I couldn't hang out due to school obligations, saying they were just excuses. She told me that I simply wasn't ready to grow up when I was about to have anervouse breakdown when I was worried about making tuition, keeping my car on th eroad, and the possibilty that I would loose my scholarship due to calculus. Ugh!


On another note, I've offered a flag of truce to Sarah to see if she at least wants to talk about what went wrong. I sent an e-mail today, so I'll give her a couple of days to respond. Let's see what happens.

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